muslimz
10-25-2008, 07:46 PM
my biggest poem ever. I gonna post it on (Submissions) when i'm finish.. wish me good luck lolz..
Tear after tear
Why can not it just stop?
I am so sorry
So tired
To miss
Of not ready
Ready to let anyone come in
Able to rely on some
Ready to let anyone bother about me
Why?
Why must everything be so difficult ****?
So heavy
So heavily breathing
So heavily to live
It is not what it should be
It's not like I want it
I will be able to rely on my nearest
I will be able to have someone I can lean to me when things are difficult
I will be able to let someone be in love with me
I am so sorry
So tired of being alone
So lonely
I want to share with a few tears
I want to share the joy with some
I want to let someone into my heart
But why am I not to?
It is so heavy
So incredibly difficult
It is hard to cry
So many tears
It's hard to sleep
Without someone who keeps around you
Someone who can look after you
To cry out in sleep in as many years
From I was bitteliten
Things have been difficult
Made wounds that will not heal
But never
I thought it would become so heavy
Never had I imagined that I got to wear so much
No, never
To grow up with an alcoholic father
There are many who do
It is heavily
And very few bright days
The confidence is broken down
Little by little
Promises are never kept
The bottle takes over
You can not fight more
You can not trust your own father
Going around to be afraid
Be afraid that day will come
When he has drunk himself to death
When he just lies there
Without breathing
Without live
It is something you do not eat
At least not for several years
You are tired of
For fear
You Can not more
You come together
And give up
i gonna work on it more tomorrow. I feel I gonna sleep lol :D
Tear after tear
Why can not it just stop?
I am so sorry
So tired
To miss
Of not ready
Ready to let anyone come in
Able to rely on some
Ready to let anyone bother about me
Why?
Why must everything be so difficult ****?
So heavy
So heavily breathing
So heavily to live
It is not what it should be
It's not like I want it
I will be able to rely on my nearest
I will be able to have someone I can lean to me when things are difficult
I will be able to let someone be in love with me
I am so sorry
So tired of being alone
So lonely
I want to share with a few tears
I want to share the joy with some
I want to let someone into my heart
But why am I not to?
It is so heavy
So incredibly difficult
It is hard to cry
So many tears
It's hard to sleep
Without someone who keeps around you
Someone who can look after you
To cry out in sleep in as many years
From I was bitteliten
Things have been difficult
Made wounds that will not heal
But never
I thought it would become so heavy
Never had I imagined that I got to wear so much
No, never
To grow up with an alcoholic father
There are many who do
It is heavily
And very few bright days
The confidence is broken down
Little by little
Promises are never kept
The bottle takes over
You can not fight more
You can not trust your own father
Going around to be afraid
Be afraid that day will come
When he has drunk himself to death
When he just lies there
Without breathing
Without live
It is something you do not eat
At least not for several years
You are tired of
For fear
You Can not more
You come together
And give up
i gonna work on it more tomorrow. I feel I gonna sleep lol :D